Nothing breaks like a heart

I knew that day will come. You say something small and my whole world falls apart.

That’s day was yesterday.

I still can’t believe you think that way.. I still have that little voice in my head saying you are just afraid of something. Afraid of catching feelings.

What you don’t recognize: I will not stay forever trying to convince you that you are wrong. Some day I will be gone.

onlinecounsellingcollege:

“I lied and said I was busy; but not in a way most people understand. I was busy taking deeper breaths. I was busy silencing irrational thoughts. I was busy calming a racing heart. I was busy telling myself I am OK.”

— Unknown

My world is tumbling down but nobody cares. Because no one knows.

Laying in bed crying. Heavy panic attack.

Trying to breath normally is hard, I’m more into hyperventilating.. there is only one human being out there able to calm me down and he is the last one I’ll ask right know.. fuck health.. fuck Breathing.

I couldn’t stand asking him, having him here for good.. he is my reason to stay and he is the one who crushed all of it by this morning..

I don’t care if I pass out because of a lack of air

I want him and I don’t want him here. I just can’t ask him.. no way

lostgeekette:

moriarty-mastermind:

once-ling:

bltsl4:

If I ever see any of you in public, the code is “I like your shoelaces”

that way we know we’re from tumblr without revealing anything

I’m just going to say this to strangers until i find a tumblr person

must keep reblogering!! Im going to be so suspicious if any one tells me this now!

Remember the answer is: I stole them from the president.

(Source: aru)

schwarzetrauer:

“Augenringe werden dunkler, laune wird schlechter, gedanken werden lauter, tumblr wird aktiver, Rückfall wird wahrscheinlicher.”

— (via aftersilent)

Here I am. Crying. Just because of the thought of you. The thought of you making your decision - against me.

purplebuddhaquotes:

“Summer’s hot, but I’ve been cold without you.”

— Lana Del Rey

Schon wieder..

Jaaaa wer hätte auch gedacht ich könnte ihm widerstehen..

Aber die Versuchung war zu groß. Wieder neben ihm liegen zu dürfen, zu kuscheln, dieses sanfte streicheln zum einschlafen.. einfach viel zu schön.

Und dennoch.. wieder kam der Anstoß von mir. Das wurmt mich, es macht mich wahnsinnig nicht zu wissen ob er das ganze eigentlich genauso will wie ich.

Egal wie es ist.. ich will ihn.